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Try Googling Hollywood, Illinois OR Holywood, Dumfriesshire, Scotland and tell me what you'll find. Believe it or not, Hollywood actually started really holy. I got curious because I stared at the sign for too long. But, between the Mother & Father of Hollywood, which one do you deem true? 

I'M BACKKK! Get cosy as I open up about how I realized I may have social anxiety after being in LA, California, 3 times and what I am going to do about it.  Funny thing is.. I have performed on stage before. I just suck at small talk. 

My ethnicity is Malay, so how do I explain that to my foreign friends? Do you have that difficulty too? Our history is so rich & vast that I'll end up starting a history class. Like yeah, you're Bawean, Java or Bugis, but how far do you know, get what I mean?  And there is a resaon why Malay people features, look so close to Thais, Vietnamese, Filipinos, Papua New Guinea, Australian aborigines and even Hawaiian people.  My maternal side is Malaysian, Negeri Sembilan. My great grandma, whom I am fortunate to meet, speaks Bahasa Nogoghi & Tail. I'm sure coming from Negeri Sembilan, we have Minangkabau blood but I found out from one of my aunt that my long, long ancestors were of Russian descent. Influence or origin, I don't know. My paternal side is of Malaccan descent and it was said that my great grandmother has Chinese blood? Once again, influence or origin, god knows. Bloodlines, man. I feel like I opened a whole Pandora Box of tabs when I try to research my bloodline.  Please, a Mala

“So, when are you gonna have kids?”, is not an icebreaker question. The practice of careless formalities in our society, have caused a lot more damage than necessary. Has our lives really turned into a shopping list, that we have to self-impose, our list to our surroundings for the comfort validation of being “normal”? In Episode 14, I get to sit down with a dear friend, Zee, a co-founder & one half of PlayPause as she opens up about her journey through infertility.  We reminisced about how we met - Beats Society, a once Hip Hop organisation in SG, talked about PLayPause's success, when she discovered she was infertile, what Prolactinoma is, how Wan, her husband has been her strongest support system & how she persevered through the difficult times, among other topics.  To anyone who is suffering from the repercussions of infertility or anyone who can relate to this, I hope in some ways, your heart is cured with laughter & hope after listening to this.   This story wouldn't be out if

In OFFSIDE #8, LOVED ONES..I would haunt you. Listen to find out if I am going to haunt you. How am I going to haunt you?  Go to www.adossier.wordpress.com because, too much details to speak, so write. Also, I was not kidding when I say I curse like a.. let's not say, sailor...let's say, I curse like a man who hasn't had sex for a month. CRANNNKY.  In conjunction to Halloween, being a superhero is too much responsibility. Have fun, be a ghost.  Tune in to find out why, I was a little bit disheartened about my podcast, how I pulled through & what the next main content of ADOSSIER is gonna be. Ladies, you might want to tune in. I've talked about sex & period, too often. But, this time, HINT: It is also about our private parts opening up to a new life. FOR SINGAPOREANS & NEW FOREIGN FRIENDS: FOODPANDA GOODIES AT THE END. SO...LISTEN. I love you, bye. 

I never thought murder would hit close to home.  Circle, in fact. Especially, in Singapore. But, the surrealism of this case has opened my eyes to a reminder that: we are NOTHING but just small, puny human beings on this Earth and ANYTHING can happen to us. Even if in the eyes of everyone, the thing that happens to us is "evil" or "tragic", all of us will eventually die.  In movies, we are often watching murder from the angle of the victim. But in this case, I am viewing it from the angle of the family of the accused.  If you have read about a recent murder case of a Singaporean husband killing his wife & stepson in Malacca, this is it. Ada, is Finn's younger sister and coincidentally enough, the world has aligned us; she is a co-worker & a friend of mine. In light of this case, both families were in chaos and since the case went viral on social media, the comments did not do any good to any one of them, while they were grieving.  In Part 1, I narrate how I got to find out about th

Listen to Part 1 first, before you listen to Part 2.  If you have read about a recent murder case of a Singaporean husband killing his wife & stepson in Malacca, this is it. Ada, is Finn's younger sister and coincidentally enough, the world has aligned us; she is a co-worker & a friend of mine. In light of this case, both families were in chaos and since the case went viral on social media, the comments did not do any good to any one of them, while they were grieving. In Part 2, I narrate the progress of the case, up to the recent week.  How sure are you, that this will not happen to any one of us? What secures it? I pray that it doesn't even comes close. But once again, I believe, everything is written. Let this be a lesson to ALL of us. May the families involved get their peace and clarity in their hearts soon enough. May all of us, strive to be better human beings that will be will accountable for our ways around this world and in this case, around social media. Freedom of speech, does no

Casual sundays. Saw Daniel Sloss. Love Daniel Sloss. Swear to god, Daniel Sloss is the male version of me because I’ve talk about the unfairness of women, having to be expected to perform well when in bed when some men can’t even eat pussy or jackhammering our clit ( when that’s not suppose to happen). Join the exhausted & mindless me, Shida Osman, as I share with you, the multiple ways that women masturbates, how I think Sex Education should change & why I think Men, might be the culprit behind their wives, not wanting to have sex. Men, after this episode, please don’t jackhammer a goddamn clit to begin, its never arousing and please talk to your wives and ask her how can you help so that she’ll sleep with you, again. Women, don’t be an asshole & expect them to be mind readers. I love you. Have a good week! IG: @adossierpodcast Twitter: @adossierpodcast Facebook: @aedossier Wordpress: www.adossier.wordpress.com

This is the "hustle" era, where conversations have become quantity over quality, unfortunately. Digital revolution over the industrial revolution.  In Singapore, there is a huge surge in the podcasting industry. Not that it wasn't known before, but because this time, it has the potential to unlock a passive income and eventually, break the vanilla cycle of the Media industry in Singapore. So, stop asking me whether I'm going to migrate to YouTube. I like vocals. If anything is visually disturbing, you can always use a paper bag over. As long as it has a great voice.  The podcasting scene in Singapore has the potential to reach badassery. Successful Asian counterparts for podcasting: South Korea & China.  And, I can't stop listening to STEPS. *disco disco disco*. SEND HELP.  Wordpress: www.adossier.wordpress.com IG: @adossierpodcast Twitter: @adossierpodcast Facebook: @adossier Email: aedossier@gmail.com

I still have not listened to a True Crime podcast, up till now. Visually, I am sold to Sherlock & Luther. I gathered my girlfriends & asked them why they love True Crime podcast & the answer was different as day & night. Plus, pertaining to True Crime podcasts, with such a word as death that comes to mind, a coffee conversation between me & my besties firrstarted a death chart comparison of who passes away first. Tune in to find out more. Angry Shida = Morbid Shida.

Ever found yourself laughing during a death? Then, guess what? You need psychiatric help. KIDDING. Do you remember the amount of times, that you sat down and laughed when your life was in complete ruins? In episode 11, I uncover the term term Comedy for you & the different elements that goes into.

“When They See Us”, broke me as a person. I was overwhelmed with own feelings, after I watched it. YOU MUST WATCH.  Follow this episode, to find out why I took the plunge to open up about being molested, why we need to stop hating certain things in life (unless, they have destroyed your life) & of course, the Prettipls (“Brownfacing”) video.  Sometimes, freedom of speech isn’t everything. Questioning intentions, are. We live in a world where its just bland words vs. filtering. Meh.  PS: That was a legit neighbor laughing. It was not a Pontianak (a female ghost in Singapore, which still scares the heck out of me). 

I got curious because I had migraines, DAILY. Join me and guest, Amanda Young from Face The Change as we unravel the different degrees of Trigeminal Neuralgia. Amanda shares her achievements, travel stories, her blessings, her trial & tribulations during this journey & shares her expertise on the alternatives of dealing with the pain. In Episode 3, we shared about how it is growing up in Asian households, our dear mothers, our preference over traditional medicine & her future dreams for TN. Face The Change - www.facethechange.org Amanda’s Insta: @ayoungwayoflife

I got curious because I had migraines, DAILY. Join me and guest, Amanda Young from Face The Change as we unravel the different degrees of Trigeminal Neuralgia. Amanda shares her achievements, travel stories, her blessings, her trial & tribulations during this journey & shares her expertise on the alternatives of dealing with the pain. In Episode 2, Amanda shares her story of the worst attack that she had and the scar it left, emotionally. Face The Change - www.facethechange.org Amanda’s Insta: @ayoungwayoflife

I got curious because I had migraines, DAILY. Join me and guest, Amanda Young from Face The Change as we unravel the different degrees of Trigeminal Neuralgia. Amanda shares her achievements, travel stories, her blessings, her trial & tribulations during this journey & shares her expertise on the alternatives of dealing with the pain. In Episode 2, Amanda shares her story of the worst attack that she had and the scar it left, emotionally. I got curious because I had migraines, DAILY. Join me and guest, Amanda Young from Face The Change as we unravel the different degrees of Trigeminal Neuralgia. Amanda shares her achievements, travel stories, her blessings, her trial & tribulations during this journey & shares her expertise on the alternatives of dealing with the pain. I am very honoured to be given this opportunity to speak to a very beautiful soul that persists through the written challenges in life. Trust me, you’ll be enchanted by her spirit like how I was. Will be broken down

If you haven’t noticed, I have a strong palette for the unorthodox. Other than listening to cuckold, Tourette syndrome & multiple personality disorder stories, you’ll quickly understand how humbling it is to live around these interesting beings. Push your ego aside, as Danny & Me, uncovers an episode from OPL, about a Micropenis. It has a happy ending.

OFFSIDE #4: Part 1. I do not know how to appreciate Grimes because I think my spirit animal is, Billie Eilish. Listen to how Danny, from The Economical Podcast & me, talk about surviving as independent podcasters, my inspiration for my podcast & my podcast go to.

All human beings want to do good ( well, except for some Presidents), but everybody has that streak of asshole that can really start a war. YOU’RE AN ASSHOLE! YOU’RE AN ASSHOLE! EVERYBODY’S AN ASSHOLE! *in Oprah’s voice*. Join me, as I take you through awful guests in my part time job, how hard it is being a woman sometimes, that one horrible ex partner of mine (asshole, really don’t cut it), Trump(who else?!) & exactly like that horrible ex partner of mine, we’ll talk about “Ali”, who went away from his wife, yet again.

My Mum cried because she thought someone did black magic on me, pervert priests, possibly where religious porn are derived & PEOPLE WHO ARE NOSY, ANNOY THE HECK OUT OF ME. OK. BYE.

I think I should be sponsored by DivaCup. Tune in to OFFSIDE, as I invite you into my happy but scumbag brains to reveal everything raw about local & international happenings, online & offline. OFFSIDE: #1, covers my enthusiasm for DivaCup, my perspectives on irresponsible consumers of social media, the worrying increase of elderly suicide in Singapore & Jussie Smollett. UNCENSORED.